Here are some photos of me after I wet myself. This was after holding for 2.5 hours. I drank 12 glasses of water, most of which settled into my bladder but obviously the rest will need to be peed out during the next few hours.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
This is where things are Awkward
Its like the eye of the storm. I usually don't pee this much this fast, but tonight when it started it seriously gushed out. I am sitting in some very wet pants. This is on top of two pairs of underwear and long johns.
Could be my last Post
I don't know how long I will last before I start to wet myself. I've drank 2 more glasses of water. I am upgrading my score to either 10 or 11. I am feeling uncontrollable urges to push the pee out.
I've draped a towel over my chair just in case I lose control in front of the computer, and I have a spot in the kitchen that's covered with towels. If this is my last post I want to thank everyone for visiting my blog.
I've draped a towel over my chair just in case I lose control in front of the computer, and I have a spot in the kitchen that's covered with towels. If this is my last post I want to thank everyone for visiting my blog.
Starting to get Unbearable
I don't know how much longer I'll be able to last. After 10 glasses, my bladder feels like it is approaching a breaking point--or, at least if it hasn't already! I'm going to take a short break from the computer so that I can prepare the floor for what I think will be a huge accident. I need to work quickly because I feel like I could lose control at any moment!
I've upgraded my score to 8
I've upgraded my score to 8
10 Glasses of water
I've drank my tenth glass of water. The phone rang not so long ago. It was my friend inviting me out for dinner. My first thought was that I would have to change into some "normal" clothes, and then my second thought was that I would be peeing like a race horse all night even if I aborted my holding session and went with them. They were going to see a movie afterwards too. I would have been very full with urine by the time the movie got out!
I am currently at a level 6 for bladder desperation. A couple of times I've had to strain to keep the pee from coming out. I don't know how long I'll have.
I am currently at a level 6 for bladder desperation. A couple of times I've had to strain to keep the pee from coming out. I don't know how long I'll have.
Drink #6
I'm on my sixth drink of water. This will also empty out the 2-liter bottle of pop that I was using, but don't worry because I have more water where that came from. I've changed into the clothes that I described during my previous posts. These have the advantage of keeping me warm and also will hopefully absorb more pee when the time comes.
As far as the other half of my arrangements go, I will be heading over to the kitchen behind me once I start wetting mysef uncontrollably so that I can take advantage of the easy-to-clean linoleum floor. I will also be arranging some towels so that I will have something to soak up the urine as it drips out.
I've ended the TalkShoe session because nobody was joining it and it kept timing out. I will probably restart it if there is interest or perhaps just try it another time.
As far as the other half of my arrangements go, I will be heading over to the kitchen behind me once I start wetting mysef uncontrollably so that I can take advantage of the easy-to-clean linoleum floor. I will also be arranging some towels so that I will have something to soak up the urine as it drips out.
I've ended the TalkShoe session because nobody was joining it and it kept timing out. I will probably restart it if there is interest or perhaps just try it another time.
Cups #4 and 5
I just drank my fifth glass of water. All I can say is that my stomache feels really full right now! I can only handle 2 to 3 cups of water at a time. I usually take a few minutes in between drinks to let it all settle a little.
The water also tends to make me feel chilly as it brings my body temperature down. I am feeling a little chilly right now. I am twenty minutes into my holding session. I still don't feel a need to pee, but of course most of the water is still pumping through my body.
The water also tends to make me feel chilly as it brings my body temperature down. I am feeling a little chilly right now. I am twenty minutes into my holding session. I still don't feel a need to pee, but of course most of the water is still pumping through my body.
What I'll be wearing
I will be enhancing my holding experience with several layers of clothing starting with two pairs of underwear, long johns (no relation, ha ha), and then sweatpants on top of that. I will be wearing an ordinary brown shirt.
Usually I am limited to holding in my bedroom if I want to chat or surf at the same time, but tonight I am out in the dining room.
I will tell you later why that's important.
Usually I am limited to holding in my bedroom if I want to chat or surf at the same time, but tonight I am out in the dining room.
I will tell you later why that's important.
First three drinks
I'm about to guzzle my third drink. I've had another response to the email that I sent out. Everyone is welcome to get involved!
First guzzle
I'm going to take my first couple of guzzles of water.
Two people who are already holding have contacted me. One is a guy who has been holding for a couple of hours now.
Would you like to hold with me? Chime in using any of the links to the right.
I am also monitoring a Talk Shoe live chat session and will be happy to talk with anyone who logs in.
Two people who are already holding have contacted me. One is a guy who has been holding for a couple of hours now.
Would you like to hold with me? Chime in using any of the links to the right.
I am also monitoring a Talk Shoe live chat session and will be happy to talk with anyone who logs in.
Interact with me
You are invited to interact with me in one of several ways:
- Instant Messaging (MSN or Yahoo)
- The Pool2 Chat room
- Holding It Forum (Look for a posting about a fabulous hold session)
- Email (gushdude@yahoo.com)
- Or via this blog
One brand-new thing I'm trying is a live chat session via talkshoe at http://www.talkshoe.com. Look over on the right of this website to find the link which will take you to the "show" that I've set up.
It is on
I am finally by myself at home and getting ready for the best bladder desperation session ever. There are a couple of things I must do before I get started. These include filling up several containers with water for me to guzzle as I go a long, and also to take as huge of a crap as possible in the bathroom so I don't need to worry about things like this while I am holding. I am thinking about giving myself an enema--don't worry, it'll be via a suppository, just so I'm sure that everything is gone.
I am going to be adding my instant messenger information along the side of this blog. There is also a spot which will show my status, and of course I'll be adding posts as I go along. I hope to document my efforts with photos, but we'll really have to see about this.
I have mentioned to a couple of peopl the possibility of holding on webcam. Unfortunately I haven't been able to find my webcam. I will try again and happily go on webcam if I can. In the meanwhile, anybody who wishes to have a voice conversation is welcome to contact me. I am also available via text message and email.
I am going to be adding my instant messenger information along the side of this blog. There is also a spot which will show my status, and of course I'll be adding posts as I go along. I hope to document my efforts with photos, but we'll really have to see about this.
I have mentioned to a couple of peopl the possibility of holding on webcam. Unfortunately I haven't been able to find my webcam. I will try again and happily go on webcam if I can. In the meanwhile, anybody who wishes to have a voice conversation is welcome to contact me. I am also available via text message and email.
Friday, December 28, 2007
Jason Stronghold
Friday, December 28, 2007
Robert (9:10 PM): I'm a little behind
Astralknight Lore (9:10 PM): Hm?
Robert (9:12 PM): I said that we'd start at 8 p.m. and it is nine
Astralknight Lore (9:12 PM): It is all right
Robert (9:12 PM): What do you think about having a voice chat session? I know of a way
Astralknight Lore (9:12 PM): it has given me a chance to build a little bit...
Astralknight Lore (9:12 PM): and I don't have a microphone 
Robert (9:12 PM): oh
Robert (9:12 PM): Do you have speakers/headphones?
Astralknight Lore (9:13 PM): I have headphones, yes
Astralknight Lore (9:13 PM): but I think I might be more comfortable with text at least at first
Robert (9:13 PM): Okay
Astralknight Lore (9:14 PM): Thanks... sorry if that is a bother
Robert (9:14 PM): no problem
Astralknight Lore (9:17 PM): I do hope you don't take too long however... I am already starting to feel an urge
Robert (9:20 PM): OKay
Robert (9:20 PM): I have to get filled up myself
Astralknight Lore (9:21 PM): 
Robert (9:21 PM): Okay this is what I am going to do
Robert (9:22 PM): I am going to write the story either scene by scene or chapter by chapter and send it to you via email
Robert (9:22 PM): And I'll try to indicate places where you need to do something
Robert (9:22 PM): How does that sound? or did you want to wing it more via chat?
Astralknight Lore (9:22 PM): okay... are you sure that's not too much work? I don't want to place too much of the burden on you
Robert (9:22 PM): No
Robert (9:23 PM): I can't guarantee the quality but it serves my purpose
Astralknight Lore (9:23 PM): well, if you're comfortable with that format, then we can try it that way
Astralknight Lore (9:23 PM):
Robert (9:23 PM): Your job will be to post comments on the blog saying how you feel after each chapter. You can rate yourself on a scale that's listed at the omorashi report http://omorashi.blogspot.com
Robert (9:24 PM): I'm going to send it to you
Astralknight Lore (9:25 PM): okay
Astralknight Lore (9:25 PM): I see the scale
Astralknight Lore (9:25 PM): I would say probably... a 2 right now
Robert (9:26 PM): Okay
Astralknight Lore (9:28 PM): it will probably get worse
Astralknight Lore (9:28 PM): but I wanted to leave room for extra drinking if need be
Robert (9:28 PM): Oky
Robert (9:33 PM): Okay I've changed my mine. We're going to do this through chat.
Robert (9:33 PM): I'll just paste the transcript into the blog later.
Astralknight Lore (9:33 PM): Okay, that works
Robert (9:34 PM): I'll play different parts. You'll play the part of Jason Stronghold. You work for a government agency but you're lower level.
Astralknight Lore (9:34 PM): Okay.
Robert (9:34 PM): Okay
Robert (9:37 PM): Narrator: Our story begins on a normal afternoon, as Jason Stronghold, Level G Technician for the CIA, shares a drink of water with his co-worker Derek in the break room. While Derek guzzles the water, Jason just takes little sips so as not to overtax his bladder. Because Jason has had a weak bladder since he was in high school. He hides this fact by wearing adult diapers during the day, but still feels embarrassed about it.
Robert (9:38 PM): Derek: Can you believe the shit that happened in Sector 56? An experiment goes kablooey and we're left to pick up the pieces.
Astralknight Lore (9:38 PM): Jason: Tell me about it. It's just one more example of the government at work... specifically, that no one in the government DOES any work.
Robert (9:39 PM): Derek: Yeah you said it (takes a drink)
Astralknight Lore (9:39 PM): Jason: (takes a drink, but makes sure it's a tiny sip) Well, if the government wasn't screwed up, we'd be out of work.
Robert (9:40 PM): Derek: That's true. Say, speaking of screw-ups, what kind of documents did they send to you after the explosion?
Robert (9:40 PM): (You saw lots of documents but don't want to divulge because they're top secret)
Astralknight Lore (9:41 PM): Jason: Oh, um... you know, the normal stuff. Nothing spectacular. Ha ha.
Robert (9:41 PM): Derek: Oh.
Robert (9:41 PM): Derek: (Guzzles some more)
Astralknight Lore (9:41 PM): Jason: Yeah... you know how the rules are. Can't say anything.
Robert (9:42 PM): Derek: (wipes mouth) Sure.. sure...of course, that's for people outside the CIA. I'm practically your neighbor, ye' know
Robert (9:42 PM): Derek: Man..I can't believe how thirsty I am.
Astralknight Lore (9:42 PM): Jason: (smiles weakly) Yeah, but... well, you know. The rules. (takes another small sip)
Robert (9:43 PM): Narrator: What nobody realizes is that the explosion has released an experimental toxic chemical named Thirst55X which instantly dehydrates anybody who comes in contact with it
Robert (9:44 PM): Narrator: Even Jason, who fears wetting himself, can not help but take a big gulp as he is suddenly overcome with the feeling of thirstiness
Astralknight Lore (9:44 PM): Jason: (despite his usual judgement, he finds himself taking a big gulp of his water, and another)
Robert (9:45 PM): Derek: Wow, take it easy ... (wags tongue) ...I'm going to get another drink...
Astralknight Lore (9:45 PM): Jason: Yeah, heh. Um. (he finds his glass empty) Could you also get me one?
Robert (9:47 PM): Derek: No problem. Hey, here's a couple of bottles of iced tea that nobody will notice (tosses one to Derek). Better than just water.
Robert (9:47 PM): Derek opens the bottle and chugs down the tea.
Robert (9:47 PM): Derek: Ahh...that hit the spot.
Astralknight Lore (9:47 PM): Jason: Yeah. (Knowing iced tea is somewhat caffeinated, he warns himself to be careful, but two mouthfuls have gone down before he knows it.)
Robert (9:48 PM): Sylvia: Oh hey guys
Robert (9:48 PM): Narrator: Sylvia has entered the room. Jason has had a crush on Sylvia for the last year and has always wanted to go out with her but hasn't had the guts to try
Robert (9:48 PM): Derek: Hey Sy...we were just sharing a bottle of tea. Want some?
Robert (9:49 PM): Sylvia: Don't mind if I do. I've been working like crazy ever since that chemical explosion this morning.
Robert (9:49 PM): (tosses her an iced tea)
Robert (9:49 PM): Derek: Smacking lips ... Does it feel a little dry in here?
Astralknight Lore (9:50 PM): Jason: I think I know what you mean. (The sight of Sylvia makes Jason's palms a little sweaty, and as a nervous reaction he takes another swig of his iced tea.)
Robert (9:51 PM): Sylvia: Did you hear? A bunch of people from Sector 49 were sent to Medical. I guess they were really dehydrated.
Robert (9:51 PM): Derek: Say, Sylvia, did you happen to see any documents from Sector 53 this morning?
Astralknight Lore (9:52 PM): Jason: I hadn't heard that. (forces himself to take just a sip, despite the fact he feels parched)
Robert (9:53 PM): Sylvia: No, but I tried to block out most of the stuff. Top Secret and all.
Robert (9:53 PM): Derek: Oh. (Reaches over and pours another glass of water)
Astralknight Lore (9:53 PM): Jason: (eyes it and takes a controlled sip) Yeah, I've had to deal with some of the Top Secret files also.
Robert (9:55 PM): Sylvia: Wasn't it pretty scary? i could feel the explosion all of the way from my desk. I heard some windows were smashed.
Astralknight Lore (9:55 PM): Jason: (nod)
Robert (9:55 PM): Derek: Ohhhh...I need some more water!
Astralknight Lore (9:55 PM): Jason: (is taking small sips, but many of them) Yeah... I don't know why, I almost never drink this much.
Robert (9:56 PM): (Authors note: Are you drinking at the same time as your character? I am coordinating my consumption w/ Derek)
Robert (9:57 PM): Sylvia: Derek..you should slow down...Say, maybe you should go to Medical. You're drinking an awful lot of water.
Astralknight Lore (9:57 PM): (Yes, I have been. I thought of that.)
Robert (9:57 PM): (Gushdude: Cool)
Robert (9:57 PM): Derek: Jason's been drinking as much as me.
Robert (9:57 PM): Sylvia: Well maybe we should all go down to Sickbay.
Astralknight Lore (9:58 PM): Jason: You think so?
Robert (9:58 PM): Narrator: The three leave the breakroom and head towards Medical on the other side of campus
Robert (9:58 PM): (What's your bladder desperation score (bds)?)
Astralknight Lore (9:58 PM): (A 4)
Robert (9:59 PM): Nurse: Hello. Names please.
Robert (9:59 PM): Sylvia: Sylvia Stout
Astralknight Lore (9:59 PM): Jason: Jason Stronghold.
Robert (9:59 PM): Derek: Derek Longbottom
Robert (9:59 PM): Nurse: OKay and what seems to be the problem?
Robert (9:59 PM): Derek: Jason, you tell them.
Robert (10:00 PM): er, I mean her
THE DESPERATION SCALE
0 = When you've just been and couldn't possibly wee whatever.
1 = You don't need it, but you could probably wee if you tried
2 = The very first thought of needing a wee
3 = Very slight so that if you were going out and someone asked you, you'd probably go
4 = You know you need a wee but you don’t really have to do any thinking
about it or holding. But you know you should go. For example, you've
just walked out of the cafe and think, ‘I should have gone while I was
in there because I won't get to a loo for another few hours now, but I can't be bothered to go back in.’
5 = The stage where you start planning… For example, “I'm going to go when I've finished doing this” If you were out, you would think of maybe finding a toilet.
6 = You might mention it to someone else, so that you can go to the loo. Like maybe, "I need to find a toilet soon" … but at that point you'll still walk into the next shop. If you were at home just reading a book, you would probably go now.
7 = You might say, “no let's find that toilet first” .. Its the “I definitely need to go” and “I ought to do something about it stage”.
8 = Getting bad urges.. Visible signs of needing to go if alone.
9 = The first signs of holding it if you are out in public, like needing to cross your legs.
10 = You REALLY need to go. Often fidgety if sitting down. Concentrating on it.
You would only keep holding it at this point if you were somewhere with no toilets, or if you were busy so happy to fidget a bit.
11 = Its hurting a bit...and you could really do with a toilet... lots of tensing up and needing to fidget. You would stop even if you were busy and go to the loo. This is the last stage where a normal person would go if at all possible!!!
12 = God I'm bursting! Not easy to sit still. Needing to concentrate on it all the time.
13 = Starting to get worried about not being able to hold it. Really putting effort into it. Having to hold in a noticeable way. An onlooker could tell by your body language, that you need the toilet.
14 = Unable to sit down properly, and if standing up, unable to stand still.
15 = Knowing that what ever you do, you don't have much longer. Having to find a toilet soon or else!!! Probably having to put your hand down there and hold on.
16 = I need the loo RIGHT NOW!!!!! Big pee dances, Leg twisting, Frozen to the spot etc.
All you are thinking is "I need a wee, I need a wee, I need a wee."
17 = THAT MOMENT WHEN YOU ARE RIGHT ON THE EDGE OF LOSING IT
18 = First Spurt
19 = Leaking
20 = Wetting
0 = When you've just been and couldn't possibly wee whatever.
1 = You don't need it, but you could probably wee if you tried
2 = The very first thought of needing a wee
3 = Very slight so that if you were going out and someone asked you, you'd probably go
4 = You know you need a wee but you don’t really have to do any thinking
about it or holding. But you know you should go. For example, you've
just walked out of the cafe and think, ‘I should have gone while I was
in there because I won't get to a loo for another few hours now, but I can't be bothered to go back in.’
5 = The stage where you start planning… For example, “I'm going to go when I've finished doing this” If you were out, you would think of maybe finding a toilet.
6 = You might mention it to someone else, so that you can go to the loo. Like maybe, "I need to find a toilet soon" … but at that point you'll still walk into the next shop. If you were at home just reading a book, you would probably go now.
7 = You might say, “no let's find that toilet first” .. Its the “I definitely need to go” and “I ought to do something about it stage”.
8 = Getting bad urges.. Visible signs of needing to go if alone.
9 = The first signs of holding it if you are out in public, like needing to cross your legs.
10 = You REALLY need to go. Often fidgety if sitting down. Concentrating on it.
You would only keep holding it at this point if you were somewhere with no toilets, or if you were busy so happy to fidget a bit.
11 = Its hurting a bit...and you could really do with a toilet... lots of tensing up and needing to fidget. You would stop even if you were busy and go to the loo. This is the last stage where a normal person would go if at all possible!!!
12 = God I'm bursting! Not easy to sit still. Needing to concentrate on it all the time.
13 = Starting to get worried about not being able to hold it. Really putting effort into it. Having to hold in a noticeable way. An onlooker could tell by your body language, that you need the toilet.
14 = Unable to sit down properly, and if standing up, unable to stand still.
15 = Knowing that what ever you do, you don't have much longer. Having to find a toilet soon or else!!! Probably having to put your hand down there and hold on.
16 = I need the loo RIGHT NOW!!!!! Big pee dances, Leg twisting, Frozen to the spot etc.
All you are thinking is "I need a wee, I need a wee, I need a wee."
17 = THAT MOMENT WHEN YOU ARE RIGHT ON THE EDGE OF LOSING IT
18 = First Spurt
19 = Leaking
20 = Wetting
Friday, December 21, 2007
Bladder Desperation this morning
Here is the transcript from a bladder desperation discussion that I had with someone this morning.
Jonny C (10:20 AM): hi gushdude
Robert (10:20 AM): How's it going?
Jonny C (10:21 AM): not too bad
Jonny C (10:21 AM): u?
Robert (10:21 AM): Want to know something funny?
Robert (10:21 AM): I really need to pee!
Jonny C (10:21 AM): do u?
Robert (10:21 AM): Yes
Robert (10:21 AM): But I can't hold for too long because I'm at work
Robert (10:22 AM): But I will wait a while longer
Robert (10:22 AM): This morning I woke up with such a full bladder..it felt really good
Jonny C (10:22 AM): nice
Jonny C (10:23 AM): i am still in my jeans and I do have to pee quite bad
Robert (10:23 AM): I've been drinking pepsi
Robert (10:24 AM): Again?
Robert (10:24 AM): so do you do this often?
Jonny C (10:24 AM): yeah it was all of the liquid I drank earlier
Jonny C (10:26 AM): no i don't
Robert (10:27 AM): Oh wow i need to pee
Jonny C (10:27 AM): is it bad?
Robert (10:28 AM): Getting there
Robert (10:28 AM): Good thing the bathroom is just down the hall
Jonny C (10:28 AM): nice
Jonny C (10:28 AM): when you have to pee really bad does your dick go hard from all of the pee?
Robert (10:30 AM): Yes
Robert (10:30 AM): it kind of aches and rubs against my pants
Robert (10:30 AM): and they feel tight right now
Jonny C (10:31 AM): my dick is very hard right now from all of the pee, I will let it go shortly
Robert (10:31 AM): How long are you going to try to hold it?
Robert (10:32 AM): at my job about 5 years ago I used to fill up on the water from the drinking fountain and then guzzle the water during my 90 minute commute home
Robert (10:33 AM): One time when I did this I had to pee so bad that I almost collapsed onto the ground the moment I climbed out of my truck
Robert (10:33 AM): This was by the time I got home
Jonny C (10:35 AM): i don't know
Jonny C (10:35 AM): i am very desperate to pee
Robert (10:36 AM): What was your best experience w/ holding?
Jonny C (10:36 AM): have u ever done a hold with anyone else?
Jonny C (10:37 AM): the best was doing a hold with my girlfriend at the time. I held for about 4 hours that day
Jonny C (10:39 AM): how bad do u have to pee?
Robert (10:39 AM): I've held w/someone online but not irl
Robert (10:40 AM): Pretty bad
Robert (10:40 AM): I was just standing up and talking to co workers and there was a lot of pressure
Robert (10:40 AM): I would like to hold irl
Robert (10:40 AM): I think it would be cool
Robert (10:40 AM): I wouldn't want to go into a meeting having to pee this bad
Jonny C (10:41 AM): yeah it was, i do the occasional hold with old friend of mine called maja. I will be doing a hold with her after the holidays
Robert (10:41 AM): Oh no someone is using the bathroom down the hall
Robert (10:42 AM): The only other one is down some stairs and on the other side of the building
Jonny C (10:42 AM): what are u wearing robert?
Robert (10:42 AM): Khaki pants
Jonny C (10:42 AM): i know the feeling. have u leaked at all?
Robert (10:42 AM): No but its getting pretty bad
Jonny C (10:43 AM): how are u coping with the need to pee?
Robert (10:44 AM): trying to ignore it and squeezing my legs together
Jonny C (10:44 AM): same here, but I won't be able to hold it much longer
Robert (10:44 AM): Now they're done but I heard the cleaning lady come around the corner to clean the men's bathroom
Jonny C (10:45 AM): my bladder feels like it is going to explode
Robert (10:46 AM): I'm not quite there yet
Jonny C (10:46 AM): i have been there for a while
Jonny C (10:47 AM): oh shit
Jonny C (10:48 AM): are u still there gushdude?
Robert (10:52 AM): Yes
Robert (10:52 AM): I was just thinking maybe I should use the bathroom. You?
Jonny C (10:53 AM): well i am soaked, I peed in my jeans again.
Robert (10:53 AM): Wow. Does it feel really warm?
Jonny C (10:53 AM): yeah
Robert (10:54 AM): Are you done or is there more?
Jonny C (10:54 AM): i am going to rest my bladder for a few days after this. i am done
Robert (10:55 AM): I'm going to do more holding/wetting tonight
Jonny C (10:55 AM): nice
Jonny C (10:55 AM): what do u normally wet?
Jonny C (10:59 AM): i have gtg gushdude, we will do a hold together sometime during the holidays
Jonny C (10:20 AM): hi gushdude
Robert (10:20 AM): How's it going?
Jonny C (10:21 AM): not too bad
Jonny C (10:21 AM): u?
Robert (10:21 AM): Want to know something funny?
Robert (10:21 AM): I really need to pee!
Jonny C (10:21 AM): do u?
Robert (10:21 AM): Yes
Robert (10:21 AM): But I can't hold for too long because I'm at work
Robert (10:22 AM): But I will wait a while longer
Robert (10:22 AM): This morning I woke up with such a full bladder..it felt really good
Jonny C (10:22 AM): nice
Jonny C (10:23 AM): i am still in my jeans and I do have to pee quite bad
Robert (10:23 AM): I've been drinking pepsi
Robert (10:24 AM): Again?
Robert (10:24 AM): so do you do this often?
Jonny C (10:24 AM): yeah it was all of the liquid I drank earlier
Jonny C (10:26 AM): no i don't
Robert (10:27 AM): Oh wow i need to pee
Jonny C (10:27 AM): is it bad?
Robert (10:28 AM): Getting there
Robert (10:28 AM): Good thing the bathroom is just down the hall
Jonny C (10:28 AM): nice
Jonny C (10:28 AM): when you have to pee really bad does your dick go hard from all of the pee?
Robert (10:30 AM): Yes
Robert (10:30 AM): it kind of aches and rubs against my pants
Robert (10:30 AM): and they feel tight right now
Jonny C (10:31 AM): my dick is very hard right now from all of the pee, I will let it go shortly
Robert (10:31 AM): How long are you going to try to hold it?
Robert (10:32 AM): at my job about 5 years ago I used to fill up on the water from the drinking fountain and then guzzle the water during my 90 minute commute home
Robert (10:33 AM): One time when I did this I had to pee so bad that I almost collapsed onto the ground the moment I climbed out of my truck
Robert (10:33 AM): This was by the time I got home
Jonny C (10:35 AM): i don't know
Jonny C (10:35 AM): i am very desperate to pee
Robert (10:36 AM): What was your best experience w/ holding?
Jonny C (10:36 AM): have u ever done a hold with anyone else?
Jonny C (10:37 AM): the best was doing a hold with my girlfriend at the time. I held for about 4 hours that day
Jonny C (10:39 AM): how bad do u have to pee?
Robert (10:39 AM): I've held w/someone online but not irl
Robert (10:40 AM): Pretty bad
Robert (10:40 AM): I was just standing up and talking to co workers and there was a lot of pressure
Robert (10:40 AM): I would like to hold irl
Robert (10:40 AM): I think it would be cool
Robert (10:40 AM): I wouldn't want to go into a meeting having to pee this bad
Jonny C (10:41 AM): yeah it was, i do the occasional hold with old friend of mine called maja. I will be doing a hold with her after the holidays
Robert (10:41 AM): Oh no someone is using the bathroom down the hall
Robert (10:42 AM): The only other one is down some stairs and on the other side of the building
Jonny C (10:42 AM): what are u wearing robert?
Robert (10:42 AM): Khaki pants
Jonny C (10:42 AM): i know the feeling. have u leaked at all?
Robert (10:42 AM): No but its getting pretty bad
Jonny C (10:43 AM): how are u coping with the need to pee?
Robert (10:44 AM): trying to ignore it and squeezing my legs together
Jonny C (10:44 AM): same here, but I won't be able to hold it much longer
Robert (10:44 AM): Now they're done but I heard the cleaning lady come around the corner to clean the men's bathroom
Jonny C (10:45 AM): my bladder feels like it is going to explode
Robert (10:46 AM): I'm not quite there yet
Jonny C (10:46 AM): i have been there for a while
Jonny C (10:47 AM): oh shit
Jonny C (10:48 AM): are u still there gushdude?
Robert (10:52 AM): Yes
Robert (10:52 AM): I was just thinking maybe I should use the bathroom. You?
Jonny C (10:53 AM): well i am soaked, I peed in my jeans again.
Robert (10:53 AM): Wow. Does it feel really warm?
Jonny C (10:53 AM): yeah
Robert (10:54 AM): Are you done or is there more?
Jonny C (10:54 AM): i am going to rest my bladder for a few days after this. i am done
Robert (10:55 AM): I'm going to do more holding/wetting tonight
Jonny C (10:55 AM): nice
Jonny C (10:55 AM): what do u normally wet?
Jonny C (10:59 AM): i have gtg gushdude, we will do a hold together sometime during the holidays
Wetting
Hi,
This is a real time account of Today's Wetting.
Around 9 am this morning I awoke and went for my morning pee as normal. After this I decided to do a hold and piss in my pants. At 9:30am I was dressed in my very tight jeans, I started filling by bladder by drinking 2 pints of water and waiting for my bladder to fill after my bladder started to fill I walked to my local shop and bought a large bottle of coke. When I came home, I drank the entire bottle, my bladder was filling really quickly and whilst that was happening I put on a belt which will make my jeans even tighter and also increase the need to pee. At 10am my bladder was full but not full enough, I started to hold the pee but I didn't expect how desperate I would get. At 11am my bladder was extremely full, it has bulged in my jeans and pants the need wasn't that bad but my cock did start to go hard from all of the pee. At 12pm, I was really desperate to pee and my bladder had bulged even more, my cock was fully erect and bursting for relief but I continued to hold it. 15 minutes later, I felt a squrt come out and it created a small wet spot. At 12:45pm the urge to pee was unbearable and another squrt leaked out and my jeans had a big wet spot on them, I tried to hold it for a bit longer but this was seriously difficult. At 1pm, I pissed in my jeans, I just couldn't hold it much longer, I seemed to pee for a while and my jeans were soaked. After I had peed, I stood in them for a bit until the need to pee arose again, I just let it go and rewetted the jeans.
This is a real time account of Today's Wetting.
Around 9 am this morning I awoke and went for my morning pee as normal. After this I decided to do a hold and piss in my pants. At 9:30am I was dressed in my very tight jeans, I started filling by bladder by drinking 2 pints of water and waiting for my bladder to fill after my bladder started to fill I walked to my local shop and bought a large bottle of coke. When I came home, I drank the entire bottle, my bladder was filling really quickly and whilst that was happening I put on a belt which will make my jeans even tighter and also increase the need to pee. At 10am my bladder was full but not full enough, I started to hold the pee but I didn't expect how desperate I would get. At 11am my bladder was extremely full, it has bulged in my jeans and pants the need wasn't that bad but my cock did start to go hard from all of the pee. At 12pm, I was really desperate to pee and my bladder had bulged even more, my cock was fully erect and bursting for relief but I continued to hold it. 15 minutes later, I felt a squrt come out and it created a small wet spot. At 12:45pm the urge to pee was unbearable and another squrt leaked out and my jeans had a big wet spot on them, I tried to hold it for a bit longer but this was seriously difficult. At 1pm, I pissed in my jeans, I just couldn't hold it much longer, I seemed to pee for a while and my jeans were soaked. After I had peed, I stood in them for a bit until the need to pee arose again, I just let it go and rewetted the jeans.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
What is Bladder Desperation Live?
This blog is all about those moments between when you really, really, REALLY gotta go take a pee and the piss starts to roll down your jeans. Some take pleasure in the holding while others take pleasure in the wetting, but no matter who you are if you are reading this blog you will get some kind of pleasure out of a full bladder or wet underwear.
This blog is for you. Share real time accounts that show what it felt like to hold your bladder until you were really desperate, or browse through the posts left by people just like you. You are also invited to post conversations you've had in IM sessions and chat rooms during which someone was desperate for a pee. Just copy-and-paste it into an email and send it to gushdude@yahoo.com.
So, let's get started!
Gush Dude
This blog is for you. Share real time accounts that show what it felt like to hold your bladder until you were really desperate, or browse through the posts left by people just like you. You are also invited to post conversations you've had in IM sessions and chat rooms during which someone was desperate for a pee. Just copy-and-paste it into an email and send it to gushdude@yahoo.com.
So, let's get started!
Gush Dude
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